Happy New Year Guys.
Its been a wonderful 2010 and I am sure 2011 has more things installed for us.
To all my good friends, thanks for being there.
To all my future friends, may we build a good friendship together.
Its been a while since I have done this and I am not sure whether I have the discipline the keep this blog of mine going. But this is certainly a good therapy to keep my head in sync with everything that has been going on.
I have been home for 2 months now and soon it will be time to go back to Melbourne again. Believe me, it gets harder to head back every time cause of this thing we call our comfort zone.
I have been going insane for the last 2 days trying to figure out a way not to leave my comfort zone but I have come to realise that we only live life once and this is our chance to make the best of it. So to all of you out there, if you happened to stumble upon this post and you are wondering whether to take that leap of faith and do whatever you heart wants you to do, my say is to just do it cause life is indeed too short to worry too much.
If home is your comfort zone, it will always, always be there no matter what happens and you can always go back home. This may be my last post for a very long time but have fun and live happily no matter what happens.
God bless, take care and I hope to update again soon.
Xoxo.
13 January 2011
06 August 2010
Many many assignments!
What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.
I got so many assignments and test coming up,
It's crazy how test and assignments are due around the same time.
It is somehow like troubles in life.
They don't come one by one,
But come in a whole bunch.
Life's dull and boring now.
What shall I do to spice things up?
Jump down the building?
Jump out the window?
Scream my lungs out?
Time to recharge my life battery.
Goodnight world =D
I got so many assignments and test coming up,
It's crazy how test and assignments are due around the same time.
It is somehow like troubles in life.
They don't come one by one,
But come in a whole bunch.
Life's dull and boring now.
What shall I do to spice things up?
Jump down the building?
Jump out the window?
Scream my lungs out?
Time to recharge my life battery.
Goodnight world =D
02 August 2010
Here you updates!
Whats new?
Actually nothing much.
I joined the Apple family and now I am busy downloading all the applications into the iphone.
Whats old?
As usual its that time of the year where our assignments starts pouring in and yup I am flooded with assignments which will be due in about 2-3 weeks from now.
Got plenty of mini test and this semester seems to be a little harder than the last semester.
Why? I don't know.
Whats random?
I am craving for Indian food in Clayton, Vic Australia.
I am suddenly feeling hungry at 10.55 pm in the night although I had dinner.
Winter is almost ending and now it's freezinggg.
My parents went back a week plus ago.
My mom saw the amount of hair I drop everyday so much so that she got worried and bought vitamins for my hair.
Whats in my mind?
Time is flying so fast, I want it to slow down so that changes will not happen as I am happy with the way things are now. I enjoy having my uni friends, my housemate and my brother around. Another reason why I dread 2011 is because this will not be the same as this year and there are so many decisions to be made. So many things that has to be decided and I am just not ready for another round of changes just yet. I am happy where I am now and I just wish that the seconds will go by slowly. Don't run, don't crawl, just walk. I hope that my dreams will stay the same in 2011. Alright that's about all from me.
Actually nothing much.
I joined the Apple family and now I am busy downloading all the applications into the iphone.
Whats old?
As usual its that time of the year where our assignments starts pouring in and yup I am flooded with assignments which will be due in about 2-3 weeks from now.
Got plenty of mini test and this semester seems to be a little harder than the last semester.
Why? I don't know.
Whats random?
I am craving for Indian food in Clayton, Vic Australia.
I am suddenly feeling hungry at 10.55 pm in the night although I had dinner.
Winter is almost ending and now it's freezinggg.
My parents went back a week plus ago.
My mom saw the amount of hair I drop everyday so much so that she got worried and bought vitamins for my hair.
Whats in my mind?
Time is flying so fast, I want it to slow down so that changes will not happen as I am happy with the way things are now. I enjoy having my uni friends, my housemate and my brother around. Another reason why I dread 2011 is because this will not be the same as this year and there are so many decisions to be made. So many things that has to be decided and I am just not ready for another round of changes just yet. I am happy where I am now and I just wish that the seconds will go by slowly. Don't run, don't crawl, just walk. I hope that my dreams will stay the same in 2011. Alright that's about all from me.
22 July 2010
Still here.
Ahoy!
I am still the captain of this blog and very much still breathing.
So here I sit in front of my wonderful laptop brainstorming about what I should update about.
Imagine having the need to brainstorm clearly shows that my right side of my brain is dying.
As the year 2010 progresses, I am finding myself getting more and more comfortable.
Although things may not go the way I want it to but I guess that is life after all.
But I guess it wouldn't be life if we could see the consequence of all the decisions we make,
Without actually experiencing it ourselves.
As the number of candles on our birthday cake increases every year,
I have slowly come to realize that in order to see something work out,
All we need is much effort and patience.
As semester 2 has just begun,
I realized that my casual relationship between my uni friends has grown into something more,
Our friendship actually means something more that just doing assignments together.
A bond has developed, a mentality has changed, a wall has been broken down.
It took me so long to realize that I am not alone.
That everything goes according to His plan, not mine.
I shall end my update with these thoughts of mine.
This dream that I have,
That is so outrageous,
That I fear will just leave me like the other dreams I had,
What shall I do with you, dream?
Two years from now,
If its still within me,
I will go for it.
I will wipe away all the doubts,
And chase after it like a hungry lion.
That is my promise to you, dream.
I am still the captain of this blog and very much still breathing.
So here I sit in front of my wonderful laptop brainstorming about what I should update about.
Imagine having the need to brainstorm clearly shows that my right side of my brain is dying.
As the year 2010 progresses, I am finding myself getting more and more comfortable.
Although things may not go the way I want it to but I guess that is life after all.
But I guess it wouldn't be life if we could see the consequence of all the decisions we make,
Without actually experiencing it ourselves.
As the number of candles on our birthday cake increases every year,
I have slowly come to realize that in order to see something work out,
All we need is much effort and patience.
As semester 2 has just begun,
I realized that my casual relationship between my uni friends has grown into something more,
Our friendship actually means something more that just doing assignments together.
A bond has developed, a mentality has changed, a wall has been broken down.
It took me so long to realize that I am not alone.
That everything goes according to His plan, not mine.
I shall end my update with these thoughts of mine.
This dream that I have,
That is so outrageous,
That I fear will just leave me like the other dreams I had,
What shall I do with you, dream?
Two years from now,
If its still within me,
I will go for it.
I will wipe away all the doubts,
And chase after it like a hungry lion.
That is my promise to you, dream.
22 June 2010
Here here.
There a picture of my bangs -.-
Well the good things is, it is growing back quite quickly.
My last paper is in about 2 days.
I don't feel like studying again.
I want to just sit around and slack the whole day.
My new semester is starting on the 5th of July.
That sucks big time.
But my classes are on Mon, Tues and Wed.
So I guess it's not that bad.
Okay enough.
Gotta go study.
Law oh law,
You are so complicated.
Later ;)
Well the good things is, it is growing back quite quickly.
My last paper is in about 2 days.
I don't feel like studying again.
I want to just sit around and slack the whole day.
My new semester is starting on the 5th of July.
That sucks big time.
But my classes are on Mon, Tues and Wed.
So I guess it's not that bad.
Okay enough.
Gotta go study.
Law oh law,
You are so complicated.
Later ;)
21 June 2010
Hello Mello (:
Hahaha.
Okay this may seem a bit random.
But can you girls get married quick?
Ahaha. I can't wait to organise your weddings (:
Meanwhile go get attached larh.
Don't miss out on the fun things in life (:
Go get a boyfriend each and everyone of youuuu!
It's time, it's time.
The clock is ticking,
We are aging,
Everything's clicking,
And I am waiting (:
HURRY UP AND GET MARRIEDDDD! AHAHAHAHAH Teeeheeee (:
Okay this may seem a bit random.
But can you girls get married quick?
Ahaha. I can't wait to organise your weddings (:
Meanwhile go get attached larh.
Don't miss out on the fun things in life (:
Go get a boyfriend each and everyone of youuuu!
It's time, it's time.
The clock is ticking,
We are aging,
Everything's clicking,
And I am waiting (:
HURRY UP AND GET MARRIEDDDD! AHAHAHAHAH Teeeheeee (:
20 June 2010
Woke up late
Missed the bus to church today.
Haiz, feel as if I have committed a crime.
The guilt overflowing for not going to church today.
How can I make up to God for missing church today?
Another exam is coming up.
I have to read the stupid text book.
Got about 299 pages to read.
It's going to be very very boring alright.
It's time to settle down and restart my brain.
Need to focus on my work and stop playing that stupid sorority life paris.
Damn, I am behaving like a big bitch in that game.
But the rest of the "girls" playing are way older.
It's time to reconnect.
It's time to feel the fire again.
Cause I know if I don't,
I would be gone.
God, if you are reading this,
I need to you again.
Haiz, feel as if I have committed a crime.
The guilt overflowing for not going to church today.
How can I make up to God for missing church today?
Another exam is coming up.
I have to read the stupid text book.
Got about 299 pages to read.
It's going to be very very boring alright.
It's time to settle down and restart my brain.
Need to focus on my work and stop playing that stupid sorority life paris.
Damn, I am behaving like a big bitch in that game.
But the rest of the "girls" playing are way older.
It's time to reconnect.
It's time to feel the fire again.
Cause I know if I don't,
I would be gone.
God, if you are reading this,
I need to you again.
16 June 2010
Bangs that make me go bang.
Oh yes I did it again.
I decided to give bangs another try and it turn out like crap.
Haiz, when will I learn that I shouldn't cut bangs anymore.
Exams are not over yet but I celebrating already. Ahahah.
So yes, I look like crap now.
Gotta hide in my room for a week then sweep it to the side.
It's getting cold here, so cold that your brains can freeze (:
I haven't talked to any of you in like a billion years.
Nor have I heard from any of you.
Don't know how are things holding up.
But I guess all of you are just too busy.
I am bored out of my mind.
I can't watch Korean dramas,
I can't read my manga,
And I am sick of Facebook.
Signing off. Xoxo.
I decided to give bangs another try and it turn out like crap.
Haiz, when will I learn that I shouldn't cut bangs anymore.
Exams are not over yet but I celebrating already. Ahahah.
So yes, I look like crap now.
Gotta hide in my room for a week then sweep it to the side.
It's getting cold here, so cold that your brains can freeze (:
I haven't talked to any of you in like a billion years.
Nor have I heard from any of you.
Don't know how are things holding up.
But I guess all of you are just too busy.
I am bored out of my mind.
I can't watch Korean dramas,
I can't read my manga,
And I am sick of Facebook.
Signing off. Xoxo.
31 May 2010
Today.
As I was stalking on facebook, I realised that we are all growing up. I know that is suppose to happen but I mean we are all growing up. Some of our fellow schoolmates look so different and almost unrecognizable, all headed in a different direction.
I am once again procrastinating. Facebooking while I am studying for my finals next week. Keep me in your prayers please and thank you (:
My parents came for 2 weeks and now they went back already. Need to readjust myself again. For the last two weeks the house has been noisy but noisy in a good way if you get what I mean. And now it is quiet again. Almost a little too quiet.
Hello girls,
I wonder how are all of you doing?
I am sure you are busy with all your assignments and exams.
Hope that all of you are still so close to each other.
Miss you and love you lots.
Time to head back to my books.
Hope I will update soon (:
Xoxo.
I am once again procrastinating. Facebooking while I am studying for my finals next week. Keep me in your prayers please and thank you (:
My parents came for 2 weeks and now they went back already. Need to readjust myself again. For the last two weeks the house has been noisy but noisy in a good way if you get what I mean. And now it is quiet again. Almost a little too quiet.
Hello girls,
I wonder how are all of you doing?
I am sure you are busy with all your assignments and exams.
Hope that all of you are still so close to each other.
Miss you and love you lots.
Time to head back to my books.
Hope I will update soon (:
Xoxo.
22 May 2010
Peeling nose.
The long break from all the crap seems to be working quite well.
But I am sick again for the second time this year.
All the assignments piled up and I tend to spend more time staring blankly at the laptop than to actually do my assignment.
I need a break and I need to breathe normally again.
My nose is peeling and its hurting coz I have been blowing my nose too often.
I don't know what to say and I don't know what to think of it.
I just can say let it be for it doesn't matter what others may say.
None of us can die because of what someone else say.
And everybody is given a mind, mouth and hands to type, think and say whatever they want to say.
So who cares?
Live life happily, freely, forgivingly and don't take everything so personally (:
Nights! xoxo
But I am sick again for the second time this year.
All the assignments piled up and I tend to spend more time staring blankly at the laptop than to actually do my assignment.
I need a break and I need to breathe normally again.
My nose is peeling and its hurting coz I have been blowing my nose too often.
I don't know what to say and I don't know what to think of it.
I just can say let it be for it doesn't matter what others may say.
None of us can die because of what someone else say.
And everybody is given a mind, mouth and hands to type, think and say whatever they want to say.
So who cares?
Live life happily, freely, forgivingly and don't take everything so personally (:
Nights! xoxo
17 May 2010
Metal piece.
My heart is like a metal piece that gets drawn to a magnet.
Right now, I hope that the magnet will turn up at my door.
Cause the other magnet seems to have a stronger magnetic force.
I find it harder to hold back.
I need to see you to feel alright again.
It's not that I have fallen in love with you.
But I just need to you to keep me away from the other.
My family is here with me for two weeks.
And that is all I shall blog about.
Nite humans.
Right now, I hope that the magnet will turn up at my door.
Cause the other magnet seems to have a stronger magnetic force.
I find it harder to hold back.
I need to see you to feel alright again.
It's not that I have fallen in love with you.
But I just need to you to keep me away from the other.
My family is here with me for two weeks.
And that is all I shall blog about.
Nite humans.
16 May 2010
A long break.
My heart is getting confused.
Leaning towards a direction that I don't think I should. There are so many things going through my head and stuff or human that I shouldn't even think about. Maybe it's because I didn't sleep enough yesterday or maybe this is just a temporary insanity that visits me ever so often nowadays.
Maybe I am just tired and I want to rest. Maybe it's because I feel like I no longer have the guts to hang on to my feelings. Maybe its because I haven't seen him in about a week plus now.
Eyh you.
I am kinda interested in you.
But you are just so blur.
And I still need time to tear down these walls.
Therefore, I am taking a long break from you.
Cause every time I check out your Wall, the first thing I look at is your status.
And then all the comments trying to figure out what is your type.
I will end up closing the page defeated and I find it myself very pathetic.
All the confidence I had, blown away with the wind.
Its like a shattered mirror,
No matter how much time or glue you use,
It will never reflect perfectly again.
Leaning towards a direction that I don't think I should. There are so many things going through my head and stuff or human that I shouldn't even think about. Maybe it's because I didn't sleep enough yesterday or maybe this is just a temporary insanity that visits me ever so often nowadays.
Maybe I am just tired and I want to rest. Maybe it's because I feel like I no longer have the guts to hang on to my feelings. Maybe its because I haven't seen him in about a week plus now.
Eyh you.
I am kinda interested in you.
But you are just so blur.
And I still need time to tear down these walls.
Therefore, I am taking a long break from you.
Cause every time I check out your Wall, the first thing I look at is your status.
And then all the comments trying to figure out what is your type.
I will end up closing the page defeated and I find it myself very pathetic.
All the confidence I had, blown away with the wind.
Its like a shattered mirror,
No matter how much time or glue you use,
It will never reflect perfectly again.
12 May 2010
Facebook!
The master of all website to get information that you need.
I know, I admit it, I am a stalker.
BUT only a certain people and I don't do it often okay.
Anyway, I saw some photos of him in another friends page and he was playing some game.
Holding on to another girls hand.
I wonder what game was that?
I want to know cause I also want to play that game with him :)
Ahahahah. Just joking ^.^
I feel like punching that girl.
Ahahah. Just joking also ^.^
And maybe kick her.
Ahahaha. I am soo full of jokes today.
And No la, I am not jealous!
Not jealous at all!
Come on, I am better than that!
Still not jealous.
Okayyyy....fine, MAYBE just a little.
Cruel thoughts creeping into my head. Hehe.
I better get going, it's safer that way.
Byeee!
I know, I admit it, I am a stalker.
BUT only a certain people and I don't do it often okay.
Anyway, I saw some photos of him in another friends page and he was playing some game.
Holding on to another girls hand.
I wonder what game was that?
I want to know cause I also want to play that game with him :)
Ahahahah. Just joking ^.^
I feel like punching that girl.
Ahahah. Just joking also ^.^
And maybe kick her.
Ahahaha. I am soo full of jokes today.
And No la, I am not jealous!
Not jealous at all!
Come on, I am better than that!
Still not jealous.
Okayyyy....fine, MAYBE just a little.
Cruel thoughts creeping into my head. Hehe.
I better get going, it's safer that way.
Byeee!
08 May 2010
Breathing.
I am tired before anything could even begin.
At the start of the race,my white flag is raised up high.
The ghost of the past is truly the one that haunts me the most.
For that experience that has literally changed me.
But yet I know that the sun rises everyday.
And therefore I should keep walking even if I keep falling.
Cause at the end, something good will turn out of it.
Hey stranger,
There is something about you that keeps me looking.
And that wall is slowly coming down.
That one night has kept me searching for more (:
But I won't rush things like I am running after a train.
This time I will take my time cause you are truly something.
At the start of the race,my white flag is raised up high.
The ghost of the past is truly the one that haunts me the most.
For that experience that has literally changed me.
But yet I know that the sun rises everyday.
And therefore I should keep walking even if I keep falling.
Cause at the end, something good will turn out of it.
Hey stranger,
There is something about you that keeps me looking.
And that wall is slowly coming down.
That one night has kept me searching for more (:
But I won't rush things like I am running after a train.
This time I will take my time cause you are truly something.
05 May 2010
I am here.
As the daylight disappear earlier and earlier everyday, life gets more hectic with much more assignments and test.
It's that time of the year where all uni student will start to disappear for almost two months and you will suddenly see more people with their specs and hair all messed up. Fashion sense down the drain and their faces will look like someone killed their family.
Oh yes, most of us are going to sit for our finals this June. It's really time to buckle in and study cause I am in desperate need to do very well.
Please keep me in your prayers. And do let me know when you have any prayer request (:
Thanks!
Brain shutting down.
Time to go off.
Nite nite. xoxo
It's that time of the year where all uni student will start to disappear for almost two months and you will suddenly see more people with their specs and hair all messed up. Fashion sense down the drain and their faces will look like someone killed their family.
Oh yes, most of us are going to sit for our finals this June. It's really time to buckle in and study cause I am in desperate need to do very well.
Please keep me in your prayers. And do let me know when you have any prayer request (:
Thanks!
Brain shutting down.
Time to go off.
Nite nite. xoxo
29 April 2010
Being emo part 2
Yup,
The cupid missed me again.
And I miss the cupid.
Yup,
It's been a while since I have smiled like an idiot.
And felt the endless joy and happiness within me.
No,
I haven't been searching all over for the "right" one.
But I had a few candidates that came along my way.
No,
The feeling didn't last at all.
At least not long enough for me to even call it like.
I know,
Wake up ai-li.
Life isn't all about love.
Being single is not that exactly a bad thing.
Please read :
I am not under pressure to be taken.
I am just emoing, let me be.
Don't judge me >,<
Yes I will be fine soon.
P/s Going to watch the last song today(:
The cupid missed me again.
And I miss the cupid.
Yup,
It's been a while since I have smiled like an idiot.
And felt the endless joy and happiness within me.
No,
I haven't been searching all over for the "right" one.
But I had a few candidates that came along my way.
No,
The feeling didn't last at all.
At least not long enough for me to even call it like.
I know,
Wake up ai-li.
Life isn't all about love.
Being single is not that exactly a bad thing.
Please read :
I am not under pressure to be taken.
I am just emoing, let me be.
Don't judge me >,<
Yes I will be fine soon.
P/s Going to watch the last song today(:
28 April 2010
Being Emo
Its been a while, I know (:
Sorry but I have been busy slacking and procrastinating.
Oh I went fishing yesterday night.
It was fun and very cold.
A good get away from the city from all the hectic workload that is pilling up.
Yet I haven't even touched any yet.
Help me make it all disappear.
Need to make this heart beat again.
Cause currently it has stopped beating literally.
It feels as if I no longer am me anymore.
Oh yes it's that time where I feel a bit under the weather.
Lost for words.
Means it's time to go off.
Night. xx
Sorry but I have been busy slacking and procrastinating.
Oh I went fishing yesterday night.
It was fun and very cold.
A good get away from the city from all the hectic workload that is pilling up.
Yet I haven't even touched any yet.
Help me make it all disappear.
Need to make this heart beat again.
Cause currently it has stopped beating literally.
It feels as if I no longer am me anymore.
Oh yes it's that time where I feel a bit under the weather.
Lost for words.
Means it's time to go off.
Night. xx
21 April 2010
In class
Currently in lectures, in the computer lab. While my lecturer is at her own desk doing her own things, I am here doing my Own things too (:
I wonder whether is she on facebook also cause she seems pretty engrossed with her screen. Haha.
Oh yes, I am suppose to be doing my lab work but here I am on blogger and facebook in the other tab. Haha.
She must be thinking I am so hardworking cause I haven't stop typing since just now. Lawl.
I just finished my test and more test is already coming up.
I just handed in my assignments and more assignment are being uploaded on the hub.
But putting all those aside, uni is quite relaxing compared to Ausmat.
Time to go. Class is over. Ahaha.
Buh Bye!
I wonder whether is she on facebook also cause she seems pretty engrossed with her screen. Haha.
Oh yes, I am suppose to be doing my lab work but here I am on blogger and facebook in the other tab. Haha.
She must be thinking I am so hardworking cause I haven't stop typing since just now. Lawl.
I just finished my test and more test is already coming up.
I just handed in my assignments and more assignment are being uploaded on the hub.
But putting all those aside, uni is quite relaxing compared to Ausmat.
Time to go. Class is over. Ahaha.
Buh Bye!
20 April 2010
A bad morning.
I started the day by waking up to the sunny morning, feeling like I haven't slept in 10 days.
Everything just went very wrong this morning. I was late for class and I had to walk to the bus stop.
But as the day progressed, everything got better especially after knowing the assignment that I worked my butt off scored a high distinction 90/100 (:
And dinner was good today. Char siew that melts in your mouth.
Then just now, he talked to me on msn and that definitely made my day better.
It was a such a bad morning but as the day progressed everything started getting better. Which reminds me that life can be like a bad morning sometimes going through all the hardship and everything seems impossible. But when you persevere and carry on, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel and things will definitely get better.
When you hit rock bottom, there is no other way but up (:
Night world.
Everything just went very wrong this morning. I was late for class and I had to walk to the bus stop.
But as the day progressed, everything got better especially after knowing the assignment that I worked my butt off scored a high distinction 90/100 (:
And dinner was good today. Char siew that melts in your mouth.
Then just now, he talked to me on msn and that definitely made my day better.
It was a such a bad morning but as the day progressed everything started getting better. Which reminds me that life can be like a bad morning sometimes going through all the hardship and everything seems impossible. But when you persevere and carry on, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel and things will definitely get better.
When you hit rock bottom, there is no other way but up (:
Night world.
IMH
We are so busy with our assignments and exams until we have reached a point where we haven't chatted in a very long time. It seems like you have forgotten about me.
I heard so many things about you and all the rumours about you being attached but you told me the you are not. And somehow I trust you.
So,
How are you?
How's uni?
How's everything?
I hope you are doing great and I hope that uni ain't killing you. I haven't been laughing as much as I did in March cause you ain't there to make silly jokes.
Make sure you take care of yourself so that you won't fall sick and don't forget to eat! It's not good for your health to study and starve yourself. I wish I was close to you then I have the excuse to care for you.
I just miss chatting with him and laughing at all his lame jokes. Haven't seen him in about a week already.
This is just a feeling that I can't stop feeling inside me. I thought I felt nothing but everytime your name comes up, my heart can't help but twitch a little.
Good night you (:
I heard so many things about you and all the rumours about you being attached but you told me the you are not. And somehow I trust you.
So,
How are you?
How's uni?
How's everything?
I hope you are doing great and I hope that uni ain't killing you. I haven't been laughing as much as I did in March cause you ain't there to make silly jokes.
Make sure you take care of yourself so that you won't fall sick and don't forget to eat! It's not good for your health to study and starve yourself. I wish I was close to you then I have the excuse to care for you.
I just miss chatting with him and laughing at all his lame jokes. Haven't seen him in about a week already.
This is just a feeling that I can't stop feeling inside me. I thought I felt nothing but everytime your name comes up, my heart can't help but twitch a little.
Good night you (: