The agony of packing.

I have been packing my bag for two weeks now. Lol. I thought I was all set to go but I would have been pantless, shoeless and also smelly in Melbourne cause I only packed all my t-shirts and blouses. At first I was so proud that my bag had a lot of space left after I "finished" packing but now it's too full. Anyway I found some awesome zip lock bag where you put your clothes inside and zip it up. After that, you roll it to remove all the air inside. It really works although my clothes look like some kind of vacuumed packed meat but I have more space in my luggage. I got some pictures of my packed bag and that vacuum thingy. Lol.

The Vacuum Bag for clothes.

Look a bit like the charcoaled fire pork aka Long yoke also known as daging salai in BM.

My luggage bag (:

Harder everyday.

Updating this blog is getting tougher by the day cause I have no idea what to write about. Stayed home the whole day today, looking at the four walls ain't exactly interesting enough for me to blog about it. Anyway I am getting addicted to this korean song that my mom asked me to search for her. It's a nice song (: Here's a link to the youtube video.

Enjoy (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EHWDA_UQN4

Thank you.

Firstly, thank you for such an awesome surprise. I was totally shocked and touched. Couldn't stop the tears from flowing. Love you people so much. It is getting tougher to leave because I don't want to leave such awesome people behind. Why don't they invent a shrinking machine? Cause then I will shrink all of you and bring you along. Gonna miss you all like crazy. And also thanks for all the awesome gifts. Loved it all. I feel so blessed. I am such a spoilt kid. Pampered and truly loved. Ahaha. Thank you for taking time off your weekend to celebrate my nineteenth birthday. Truly a wonderful birthday. From the bottom of my heart, Thank you for being there for me (:

Kuantan.

Last Saturday, I went to Kuantan with my family. Had fun spending quality time together although we kept getting lost and argued about almost everything but we certainly bonded. My brother and I started snapping pictures of each other but sadly all the pictures taken by him are not acceptable. At the end of the day, I am the better photographer. Go look at some more Kuantan pictures on Facebook.

The Kuantan Beach (:

And My brother's lala post.

Yellow (:

Dunno what to update my blog about. Somehow nothing is going through my brain that I am interested in typing about but I will say this.

You just don't matter anymore.
And I am proud to say it out loud and clear.
Boy, you can rot wherever you are coz I won't give a damn anymore (:
Have a nice life.

p/s : Sorry for taking so long girls, to finally realise that I have been a fool all this while for ever giving my heart to someone who crushes it over and over again. But I am done this time, I promise (:

Thoughts.

Dear friend,

I just can't give you all the attention you need.

Please remove all the insecurity you have in your heart.

Stop unleashing your anger one me.

Stop driving me up the wall!

Dear second friend,
Stop pretending to be a nice girl and satisfy the whole entire world.

You are being so darn fake and I can't take it anymore.

I am starting to see a whole new side of you that is so mind blastingly scary.

You live to satisfy God and nobody else.

Dear third friend,

I don't even know if our friendship is real anymore.

You pretend like you care but I got a feeling that deep down you actually don't care.

Everything with you is just so fake and unreal.

I really hate the new you!

Dear fourth friend,

Thanks for the wonderful time spent together.
It was great that we have bonded so well throughout 2009.

It's amazing how we share the same taste in almost everything.

I am gonna miss you like crazy.

P/s : My fourth friend, remember 4 and a snooker ball. Oh yes its you I am talking about (:

For the rest continue guessing.

Countdown

As you can see, there's a countdown timer on your right. It's moving as I type. Can somebody stop the clock, please? Guess not. Oh I started packing today because slow and steady packing will make sure you bring all the things you need? Highly doubt so. I feel like shrinking my whole house and bring it along. Got so many things to do and I am running out of time. Want to go out and spend quality time with my loved ones but I can only do it with one bunch in a day. I wish I could split myself into a few ai-li's then I can maximize my time spent with the girls, my parents, my cousins, and my other friends. This week and next week is starting to fill up with all the to do things and appointments. And before we realise it , it will be time for me to go. Man, I am dreading this. It feels as if I am dreaming. When will I wake up then to find that I got another 5 more years before I leave? Why do humans grow older instead of growing younger? Wouldn't that be nicer? I am starting to crap a lot of nonsensical things. Please do forgive me for my temporary insanity. Goodbye until I become sane again or wake up from this crazy dream of mine. Xoxo.

I am okay, I will be okay, Everything is just so normal.

Open blog.

I have decided that I will open up my blog. Not much secrets anyways. Lol. So yup start linking me to your blog if you want to (: So I went to studylink to accept my university offer today. Got everything done with all the payments. Yup it's all in and the time to go is just around the corner. I won't be able to celebrate Chinese New Year here. Wish I could but I have to be there by the 1st of Feb now and that means I have to leave latest by the 30th of January. Bummer. I thought I would be able to leave later because my classes start on the 1st of March but they said it could have been an error made by Rmit. How amazing. I should sue the uni for giving me false hope. It's going to be busy once I get there cause we will have to hunt for an apartment and buy furnitures. So please do keep me in your prayers that we will find a good apartment to live in. Ahahaha. Alright. Will update again soon. xoxo

Twenty ten (:

Hey everybody.First of all Happy New Year and heres an update about everything. Well I got my RMIT offer today and for sure now I can say that I am leaving to Melbourne in February. Its going to be tough but God is always there and I will eventually get use to it. Leaving home will not be an easy thing to do but I guess it is something we all will eventually do. Lets not ruin the new year. This years new year , I celebrated with my wacky family and also nicky. Watched the fireworks from the Melawati hill and it was awesome. And today my parents and I went down to Johor to do somethings and then we went to Malacca to eat. We ate the chicken rice balls ( sounds so wrong) ahahah. Just in case you were wondering, it was my first time being in Malacca. Felt like a tourist cause I was so fascinated by everything from the buildings to the trishaws. It was fun until we got lost finding our way back to the highway. We ended up going round and round Malacca because of all the stupid road signs. Alright, I will update again soon. Until then take care (: