Being emo part 2

Yup,
The cupid missed me again.
And I miss the cupid.

Yup,
It's been a while since I have smiled like an idiot.
And felt the endless joy and happiness within me.

No,
I haven't been searching all over for the "right" one.
But I had a few candidates that came along my way.

No,
The feeling didn't last at all.
At least not long enough for me to even call it like.

I know,
Wake up ai-li.
Life isn't all about love.
Being single is not that exactly a bad thing.

Please read :
I am not under pressure to be taken.
I am just emoing, let me be.
Don't judge me >,<
Yes I will be fine soon.


P/s Going to watch the last song today(:

Being Emo

Its been a while, I know (:
Sorry but I have been busy slacking and procrastinating.

Oh I went fishing yesterday night.
It was fun and very cold.

A good get away from the city from all the hectic workload that is pilling up.
Yet I haven't even touched any yet.
Help me make it all disappear.

Need to make this heart beat again.
Cause currently it has stopped beating literally.

It feels as if I no longer am me anymore.
Oh yes it's that time where I feel a bit under the weather.

Lost for words.
Means it's time to go off.
Night. xx

In class

Currently in lectures, in the computer lab. While my lecturer is at her own desk doing her own things, I am here doing my Own things too (:

I wonder whether is she on facebook also cause she seems pretty engrossed with her screen. Haha.

Oh yes, I am suppose to be doing my lab work but here I am on blogger and facebook in the other tab. Haha.

She must be thinking I am so hardworking cause I haven't stop typing since just now. Lawl.

I just finished my test and more test is already coming up.
I just handed in my assignments and more assignment are being uploaded on the hub.
But putting all those aside, uni is quite relaxing compared to Ausmat.

Time to go. Class is over. Ahaha.
Buh Bye!

A bad morning.

I started the day by waking up to the sunny morning, feeling like I haven't slept in 10 days.
Everything just went very wrong this morning. I was late for class and I had to walk to the bus stop.

But as the day progressed, everything got better especially after knowing the assignment that I worked my butt off scored a high distinction 90/100 (:

And dinner was good today. Char siew that melts in your mouth.

Then just now, he talked to me on msn and that definitely made my day better.

It was a such a bad morning but as the day progressed everything started getting better. Which reminds me that life can be like a bad morning sometimes going through all the hardship and everything seems impossible. But when you persevere and carry on, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel and things will definitely get better.

When you hit rock bottom, there is no other way but up (:

Night world.

IMH

We are so busy with our assignments and exams until we have reached a point where we haven't chatted in a very long time. It seems like you have forgotten about me.

I heard so many things about you and all the rumours about you being attached but you told me the you are not. And somehow I trust you.

So,

How are you?
How's uni?
How's everything?

I hope you are doing great and I hope that uni ain't killing you. I haven't been laughing as much as I did in March cause you ain't there to make silly jokes.

Make sure you take care of yourself so that you won't fall sick and don't forget to eat! It's not good for your health to study and starve yourself. I wish I was close to you then I have the excuse to care for you.

I just miss chatting with him and laughing at all his lame jokes. Haven't seen him in about a week already.

This is just a feeling that I can't stop feeling inside me. I thought I felt nothing but everytime your name comes up, my heart can't help but twitch a little.

Good night you (:

Morning.

My laptop say it's 9.22 am but I feel like it's 4.22 am. I should have gone to bed earlier yesterday =.=

Now why didn't I sleep earlier yesterday? Oh I was a bit too high on something and No it's not drugs. It's the Man Utd's last minute goal by Scholes against Man City.

Being a true supporter, I decided to celebrate myself by not sleeping. Perhaps not the best way to celebrate. Don't judge me. >.<

So yes, right now I feel like bringing a pillow to church and probably rest my head on it. Just to rest I promise (:

All my assignments are piling up but I haven't been hit by Mr. Panic yet so I am taking it easy. All the "mini" test that take up 30 % of my finals are over.

OooHH! I got my back my law test result and I am happy with it. But all glory must be given to the one up there for helping me out (: So yup Thank You Lord!

Time to go to church! So catch you later peeps!

Economics.

Microeconomics test on tomorrow -.- 20 multiple choice question sounds very easy but I have learned it the hard way that in college or university, you don't want to have multiple choice questions. It's going to be so hard and confusing. So please keep me in your prayers. Thank you (:

Hello Malaysian,
How are all of you doing?
Please forgive me if I haven't chatted with you in a very long time.
I guess we are all pretty tied up with our workload.
But nevertheless I hope you are doing well back there.

P/s : Shopping is really awesome here. Hehe (:

Dear you.

I am so sorry for breaking my promise.
I feel damn bad man.
I don't know how many sorry do I have to say to make it okay again.
I am so Sorry.


Sorry.Sorry.Sorry.
Sorry.Sorry.Sorry.(x 1000000000000)

Torn in between.

I can't decide which ocf to attend.
Caufield or Clayton?
Both has its pros and cons.
Which one to choose from?
I don't know.
I can't make up my mind.
And I have to decide by this week =/
The guilt factor is sinking in.
Without realising I have bonded with "my" cell in Clayton.
Getting comfortable with them.
But I already am friends with most of the Caufield people.
This is so hard to decide.
Oh this heart of mine, decide already.

Back.

Hello hello. Finally back from V-Bay. I had so much fun.
But now I caught a flu.
So this update is to let you people know that,
Eventhough I feel like I am dying now but I am still very much alive.
Will update more things soon.
Until then, God bless and Bye bye (:

Easter holiday.

It is now 2.18 am. Today was my last day of uni before the Easter holiday but I didn't go to class. Ahaha. Because I was too lazy to travel down by train to attend one class. Ahaha. That is honestly the best part of being here. Freedom to actually do anything you desire and I don't have to explain anything to anyone. Ahaha. Well instead of going to class, I decided to Youtube. Then I got bored and decided to download the parental control thing to block porn. Why? Cause it was free and I don't want nonsense to be displayed on my laptop but somehow they block a lot of website like facebook and they keep requesting for the password. I got pretty annoyed that I had to type the password again and again to change the settings. Ahaha. My day went by just like that. How fun. Lol. Alright that is basically it for the day. So night night (: Take care and God bless.