Regular Updates.

Hello peeps!

Sorry for not updating for days. I have been busy and we busted our internet limit so the internet has been very slow and I couldn't update this blog. Anyway, I don't think I will be able to update for another few more days cause we are currently moving.

In the new house, we have no electricity, no gas and no internet. But we will be connecting it soon.

Well, so far most of our things are in the new house already and soon enough I will show you pictures of my new house.

It's getting colder everyday. But it's awesome to be able to walk around for hours and not sweat.

The sky is so clear here and I can see the stars shine so brightly at night (: Such an awesome sight.

P/s : Don't worry about me cause I am alright here. I know I went through a lot of emotional breakdown last year but this year, I am emotionally and mentally stable. Looking things in a positive way now. So yup I am surviving, actually living and enjoying myself here (:


That's all from me now. Goodnight world.

Housematesss!

Let me introduce to you my whacky crazy housemates. Ahahah. Three of us are addicted to mah jong and I can see that we will be playing alot of mah jongggg! Now I understand why my grandmother kept playing mah jong when I was younger. Gahh..addicted man. Soon we will be playing mah jong overnight. Ahaha.

Housematess!

- Tsin Jinn-

Now you see what Melbourne has done to my brother

-Eugene Tong-
The skinny, crazy burping green monster.

So there you have it, my housemates. It's gonna be fun living with the both of them, I hope. Lol. I know it's gonna be a very very noisy house. Well that's all from me now. Take care and God bless.

Amazing.

For everything that has happened,
For everything that is about to happen,
And for everything that is happening,
I thank Him.

For He has blessed me with so many things,
From the tiniest to the greatest things,
Being there all the time,
No matter what my emotions are,

Though I turned away,
You never did complaint,
Though I have cursed at you,
You never gave me up listening.

How great is Your love,
For my life is so blessed,
With such awesome people,
From my family to my friends

Totally drowned by love and joy.

I am finally going to admit that I am so spoilt.

Uni friends.

Hello there!

Uni life is actually pretty interesting with only 3 days of classes, I find that the weekends come faster.

I am starting to fit in now. Been hanging out with all kinds of people. My friends are from all over asia. I now have friends from Vietnam, Indonesia, China, Cambodia and Malaysia too.

My first friend in RMIT is the Cambodian girl. She is 22 but we don't really have much in common. We can get along like normal friends. Was hanging around her alot but nowadays not so.

I am currently hanging out with the Indonesians. Both girls. One of them is 19 but the other girl, I am not too sure. Shopping buddies in the making. AHAHA.

The Vietnamese friends are like my lunchbox buddies, hang out and eat with them but don't really talk much. I guess it's the language barrier.

The Malaysian bunch. At first I was sceptical about mixing with the Malaysian cause they are all guys and they all come from Taylors. No offence but most a level kids from Taylors are mostly spoilt. Lol. Turns out to be that they are just BOYS. Funny and perverted. It's fun to sit with or near them in class. The stuff they talk about is hillarious.

The China girls. Still in the process of getting to know them better. But for now, we just
talk when we are waiting for the next class and say Hi whenever we see each other.

There is this Singaporean dude and he just got out from the army. He looks like a chinleh. Well thought he was quite cute but now, blerghhh. He acts like a smart alec. Maybe it's just me being prejudice but still. Blerghhh.

So yup thats it, people from my class. And oh yea, thinking of transfering to Monash next year but I am not too sure about it just yet. So keep me in your prayers (:
Until the next post, be safe and God bless.

CNY eve

It's time to update the way I should be updating. Have been updating without going through what I typed and always doing it while I am half asleep. Too impulsive at times and once again, it's time to change.

Attended a reunion dinner tonight. Actually crashed another family's reunion dinner.

Now I really appreciate reunion dinners with the family even more. It is not about the food or anything else. It's about spending time with your family without feeling restricted or even shy.

Everybody was so comfortable with each other except for me and my brother. I stucked to him the whole night cause he was the only one I could actually be myself with.

The whole night can be described in one word, AWKWARDDDD!

This is the first "reunion" dinner away from home and it is by far the worse reunion dinner ever.

Appreciate the effort made to make us feel like we belong there.
But the fact is we don't.

It's true what they say, a host has to have the grace to host other people. I see it now that I have experienced the ever so cold shoulder welcome.

Ironic how you can feel grateful and ungrateful at the same time.
Now I realise how much I miss my chaotic and ever so imperfect family which is pretty much perfect actually.

There you have it, my first CNY eve away from home.

Move on.

She's right. For she has said it's time to move on with my life and go ahead without looking backwards anymore. Slowly and gradually forget it. Whatever happened in the past, doesn't matter anymore for I am here and not there. I only care about what happens to my family and friends. The rest is none of my concern.

My heart shall only care for the ones I love,
The rest of the world can just dissappear.
For protecting them is my full time job,
For whatever it costs.

Oh I found finally got my house today.
Thank God and thank you for all your prayers (:
Will update pictures of the house soon.
Until the next post,
Take care and God bless.

You. Yes you.

Hey you.
Don't judge her for you don't know her.
Don't call her a friend if you think that way.

Since you have already found happiness.
You no longer feel the loneliness.

Don't you hurt her.
For I will be here.

Don't awake the inner monster.
For I will make you regret.
A definite promise.
To give you the "best" time of your lives.

Church.

Since it's Sunday today, I shall blog about churches.

I DIDN'T GO TO CHURCH TODAY (:
that is because I went yesterday! Ahaha. Got you!


I am currently attending Bridge church (:
And it's different in a good way.

Everybody comes for one purpose only, that is to WORSHIP.
I miss serving in church and I was thinking about serving in Bridge.

Anyway, there are people who go to church forgetting the reason why they are in church in the first place. Like for example, couples in churches. It is very cute to see the leaders who are couples. That is because they are madly in love with each other but they always manage to keep it to themselves and not show it to the others. They know how to act infront of others and show a good example. Ahaha. It's so sweet. And there are the less wise couples where they don't know the appropriate timing or place to show their affection for each other. Stick to each other like they are afraid one of them would fly away or end up dead. All they do in church is flirt with one another. It's sad to see that they have forgotten the purpose of being in church. What's the use of attending church then? Ahah. Well been here for a week now, heard and seen enough (: Enough said.


P/s My blog, my space. If you don't like what you are reading, GET LOST :)

Meaniee (:

Have been walking the streets of Melbourne these past few days. Never thought I would dream of ever saying this but there are so many and I mean too many good looking guys in this city. Lawl.


My brother told me that my taste in guys deteriorates as the years go by. I would love to argue that it's not true but looking at my past, I have to agree with him. Haha.


I guess I have always looked at the inner beauty and the outer beauty doesn't really matter. Beauty on the inside is far greater than the beauty on the outside.

But then again, I must say that looks does matter to a certain extent. It's better to go for someone whom you are proud to be seen with him or her. And not wanting to hide your partner each time you see a friend.

Looking back, I remember that I wanted to hide a certain individual, although I claimed I was falling head over heels for him. Ahaha. Old times. Funny how fast time flies.

P/s I thought what I saw was right but I was so so wrong. The thoughts of it, is already mortifying.

Shopping.

I finally went shopping today.
Bought 2 tops.
Cost me 30 aud.
Damn! I am not suppose to be shopping.

But noone is here to stop me.

Sssh, Don't tell my mom.

Heee(:

Shoping is the best medicine for everything.
Especially when you are feeling
Happy
Sad
Angry

Actually, no matter how you feel, shopping is the best.
P/s I am Not a shopaholic, I think (:

Changes.

I realise that maybe it's time for me to change my style of typing my updates. Ahaha. Perhaps make it more interesting?

Oh there is something I don't understand that I saw on facebook today. There is this girl who complained about her BM teacher and posted it up as her status. I mean it's fine to complain about things but to publicly humiliate her teacher and actually write her name on the status is so darn stupid. Twp reasons why I think so.


1. Teachers are actually on facebook. So wouldn't that cause more trouble.
2. Your "friends" may feel the need to sabotage you.

At least don't type out her name, you stupid bimbo. Haiz. What to do with these kind of people, don't use their brains before they post anything up.
Sorry maybe it's just me feeling this but I guess it's because the teacher that bimbotic girl is talking about was my Bm teacher and I like her. And she just recovered from cancer. So I taking her side and not that bimbo. Stupid how stupid.
Desperate for attention.
Sorry just a little on short tempered today.
Goodnight (:

New changes in life.

Truthfully, I was thinking about coming home after a year being here. I was telling myself "ai-li, you are gonna go home after a year so don't worry. Treating it as a long holiday away from home. It's depressing to realise that your parents aren't here and I know some of you wish that you could be miles away from your parents but it's not fun at all. At home, you get to go back after a long day and complaint all you want and somebody is there to listen. Here you have nobody. Nobody to nag you about doing things the right way. Whatever you do, you have to be responsible. Gahh...wished I realised this earlier, I wouldn't have taken up the offer to come here. But yet I know that I am a very blessed girl to have this opportunity. I thank God that my brother is here with me and he is making things much easier. I am slowly learning how to be alright with all these changes but my system is still rejecting things. I guess it's still the beginning. In time it will be alright. I know it will be. In the mean time, hang in there right? I know. It's cool. This is just a day that is not so fun.

p/s : I miss mom and dad.

The many whys.

Why are people so ignorant nowadays? Why are people trying to so hard to be noticed by others? Why do people constantly try to satisfy the world and not God? Why don't people learn how to respect others? Enough whys. So many things I feel like saying inside right now so I am going to try to type everything out. Just be patient with me and you will soon see the insights of my head. Anyway, younger people nowadays are getting so proud of themselves and think they rule the world but yet suffers from severe insecurities. I see people who are always jumping into relationships one after another but yet don't feel loved at all. It's always the beginning that is sweet before it gets bitter. Don't people realise that loves starts with loving yourself.Why are there so many extreme people in this world, they are either people who totally don't try at all or those people who try to hard. People are full of pretends, becomes your friend then stabs you in the back. People are forgetting how to behave in places they should behave.People nowadays don't even know how to respect the elder people. Being respectul is a very important thing. It's sad to see that as the world grows in the sense of technology and economy but the people are growing the opposite way. There I have said it. Goodnight then. Xoxo

P/s : Now I realise that my heart's desire is not what I really wanted at all. I see the true colours.

Hello there.

I am in Melbourne already. Went to uni to enroll my things. I got my timetable and I have three days of classes so it's kinda cool. Lol. Hopefully things will get better soon. I miss home. I miss mom and dad. I miss all of you very dearly. Well we will all see each other very soon. Time will fly by really fast. Trying to adjust to the time here. I have been having dinner at 4 pm KL time. Ahaha. Gonna start looking for a place to stay soon. Anyway here are some pictures of the Bangkok Airport (: Have a nice day everyboodddy. God bless.