What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.
I got so many assignments and test coming up,
It's crazy how test and assignments are due around the same time.
It is somehow like troubles in life.
They don't come one by one,
But come in a whole bunch.
Life's dull and boring now.
What shall I do to spice things up?
Jump down the building?
Jump out the window?
Scream my lungs out?
Time to recharge my life battery.
Goodnight world =D
Showing posts with label Updates. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Updates. Show all posts
06 August 2010
02 August 2010
Here you updates!
Whats new?
Actually nothing much.
I joined the Apple family and now I am busy downloading all the applications into the iphone.
Whats old?
As usual its that time of the year where our assignments starts pouring in and yup I am flooded with assignments which will be due in about 2-3 weeks from now.
Got plenty of mini test and this semester seems to be a little harder than the last semester.
Why? I don't know.
Whats random?
I am craving for Indian food in Clayton, Vic Australia.
I am suddenly feeling hungry at 10.55 pm in the night although I had dinner.
Winter is almost ending and now it's freezinggg.
My parents went back a week plus ago.
My mom saw the amount of hair I drop everyday so much so that she got worried and bought vitamins for my hair.
Whats in my mind?
Time is flying so fast, I want it to slow down so that changes will not happen as I am happy with the way things are now. I enjoy having my uni friends, my housemate and my brother around. Another reason why I dread 2011 is because this will not be the same as this year and there are so many decisions to be made. So many things that has to be decided and I am just not ready for another round of changes just yet. I am happy where I am now and I just wish that the seconds will go by slowly. Don't run, don't crawl, just walk. I hope that my dreams will stay the same in 2011. Alright that's about all from me.
Actually nothing much.
I joined the Apple family and now I am busy downloading all the applications into the iphone.
Whats old?
As usual its that time of the year where our assignments starts pouring in and yup I am flooded with assignments which will be due in about 2-3 weeks from now.
Got plenty of mini test and this semester seems to be a little harder than the last semester.
Why? I don't know.
Whats random?
I am craving for Indian food in Clayton, Vic Australia.
I am suddenly feeling hungry at 10.55 pm in the night although I had dinner.
Winter is almost ending and now it's freezinggg.
My parents went back a week plus ago.
My mom saw the amount of hair I drop everyday so much so that she got worried and bought vitamins for my hair.
Whats in my mind?
Time is flying so fast, I want it to slow down so that changes will not happen as I am happy with the way things are now. I enjoy having my uni friends, my housemate and my brother around. Another reason why I dread 2011 is because this will not be the same as this year and there are so many decisions to be made. So many things that has to be decided and I am just not ready for another round of changes just yet. I am happy where I am now and I just wish that the seconds will go by slowly. Don't run, don't crawl, just walk. I hope that my dreams will stay the same in 2011. Alright that's about all from me.
22 July 2010
Still here.
Ahoy!
I am still the captain of this blog and very much still breathing.
So here I sit in front of my wonderful laptop brainstorming about what I should update about.
Imagine having the need to brainstorm clearly shows that my right side of my brain is dying.
As the year 2010 progresses, I am finding myself getting more and more comfortable.
Although things may not go the way I want it to but I guess that is life after all.
But I guess it wouldn't be life if we could see the consequence of all the decisions we make,
Without actually experiencing it ourselves.
As the number of candles on our birthday cake increases every year,
I have slowly come to realize that in order to see something work out,
All we need is much effort and patience.
As semester 2 has just begun,
I realized that my casual relationship between my uni friends has grown into something more,
Our friendship actually means something more that just doing assignments together.
A bond has developed, a mentality has changed, a wall has been broken down.
It took me so long to realize that I am not alone.
That everything goes according to His plan, not mine.
I shall end my update with these thoughts of mine.
This dream that I have,
That is so outrageous,
That I fear will just leave me like the other dreams I had,
What shall I do with you, dream?
Two years from now,
If its still within me,
I will go for it.
I will wipe away all the doubts,
And chase after it like a hungry lion.
That is my promise to you, dream.
I am still the captain of this blog and very much still breathing.
So here I sit in front of my wonderful laptop brainstorming about what I should update about.
Imagine having the need to brainstorm clearly shows that my right side of my brain is dying.
As the year 2010 progresses, I am finding myself getting more and more comfortable.
Although things may not go the way I want it to but I guess that is life after all.
But I guess it wouldn't be life if we could see the consequence of all the decisions we make,
Without actually experiencing it ourselves.
As the number of candles on our birthday cake increases every year,
I have slowly come to realize that in order to see something work out,
All we need is much effort and patience.
As semester 2 has just begun,
I realized that my casual relationship between my uni friends has grown into something more,
Our friendship actually means something more that just doing assignments together.
A bond has developed, a mentality has changed, a wall has been broken down.
It took me so long to realize that I am not alone.
That everything goes according to His plan, not mine.
I shall end my update with these thoughts of mine.
This dream that I have,
That is so outrageous,
That I fear will just leave me like the other dreams I had,
What shall I do with you, dream?
Two years from now,
If its still within me,
I will go for it.
I will wipe away all the doubts,
And chase after it like a hungry lion.
That is my promise to you, dream.
22 June 2010
Here here.
There a picture of my bangs -.-
Well the good things is, it is growing back quite quickly.
My last paper is in about 2 days.
I don't feel like studying again.
I want to just sit around and slack the whole day.
My new semester is starting on the 5th of July.
That sucks big time.
But my classes are on Mon, Tues and Wed.
So I guess it's not that bad.
Okay enough.
Gotta go study.
Law oh law,
You are so complicated.
Later ;)
Well the good things is, it is growing back quite quickly.
My last paper is in about 2 days.
I don't feel like studying again.
I want to just sit around and slack the whole day.
My new semester is starting on the 5th of July.
That sucks big time.
But my classes are on Mon, Tues and Wed.
So I guess it's not that bad.
Okay enough.
Gotta go study.
Law oh law,
You are so complicated.
Later ;)
16 June 2010
Bangs that make me go bang.
Oh yes I did it again.
I decided to give bangs another try and it turn out like crap.
Haiz, when will I learn that I shouldn't cut bangs anymore.
Exams are not over yet but I celebrating already. Ahahah.
So yes, I look like crap now.
Gotta hide in my room for a week then sweep it to the side.
It's getting cold here, so cold that your brains can freeze (:
I haven't talked to any of you in like a billion years.
Nor have I heard from any of you.
Don't know how are things holding up.
But I guess all of you are just too busy.
I am bored out of my mind.
I can't watch Korean dramas,
I can't read my manga,
And I am sick of Facebook.
Signing off. Xoxo.
I decided to give bangs another try and it turn out like crap.
Haiz, when will I learn that I shouldn't cut bangs anymore.
Exams are not over yet but I celebrating already. Ahahah.
So yes, I look like crap now.
Gotta hide in my room for a week then sweep it to the side.
It's getting cold here, so cold that your brains can freeze (:
I haven't talked to any of you in like a billion years.
Nor have I heard from any of you.
Don't know how are things holding up.
But I guess all of you are just too busy.
I am bored out of my mind.
I can't watch Korean dramas,
I can't read my manga,
And I am sick of Facebook.
Signing off. Xoxo.
31 May 2010
Today.
As I was stalking on facebook, I realised that we are all growing up. I know that is suppose to happen but I mean we are all growing up. Some of our fellow schoolmates look so different and almost unrecognizable, all headed in a different direction.
I am once again procrastinating. Facebooking while I am studying for my finals next week. Keep me in your prayers please and thank you (:
My parents came for 2 weeks and now they went back already. Need to readjust myself again. For the last two weeks the house has been noisy but noisy in a good way if you get what I mean. And now it is quiet again. Almost a little too quiet.
Hello girls,
I wonder how are all of you doing?
I am sure you are busy with all your assignments and exams.
Hope that all of you are still so close to each other.
Miss you and love you lots.
Time to head back to my books.
Hope I will update soon (:
Xoxo.
I am once again procrastinating. Facebooking while I am studying for my finals next week. Keep me in your prayers please and thank you (:
My parents came for 2 weeks and now they went back already. Need to readjust myself again. For the last two weeks the house has been noisy but noisy in a good way if you get what I mean. And now it is quiet again. Almost a little too quiet.
Hello girls,
I wonder how are all of you doing?
I am sure you are busy with all your assignments and exams.
Hope that all of you are still so close to each other.
Miss you and love you lots.
Time to head back to my books.
Hope I will update soon (:
Xoxo.
22 May 2010
Peeling nose.
The long break from all the crap seems to be working quite well.
But I am sick again for the second time this year.
All the assignments piled up and I tend to spend more time staring blankly at the laptop than to actually do my assignment.
I need a break and I need to breathe normally again.
My nose is peeling and its hurting coz I have been blowing my nose too often.
I don't know what to say and I don't know what to think of it.
I just can say let it be for it doesn't matter what others may say.
None of us can die because of what someone else say.
And everybody is given a mind, mouth and hands to type, think and say whatever they want to say.
So who cares?
Live life happily, freely, forgivingly and don't take everything so personally (:
Nights! xoxo
But I am sick again for the second time this year.
All the assignments piled up and I tend to spend more time staring blankly at the laptop than to actually do my assignment.
I need a break and I need to breathe normally again.
My nose is peeling and its hurting coz I have been blowing my nose too often.
I don't know what to say and I don't know what to think of it.
I just can say let it be for it doesn't matter what others may say.
None of us can die because of what someone else say.
And everybody is given a mind, mouth and hands to type, think and say whatever they want to say.
So who cares?
Live life happily, freely, forgivingly and don't take everything so personally (:
Nights! xoxo
08 May 2010
Breathing.
I am tired before anything could even begin.
At the start of the race,my white flag is raised up high.
The ghost of the past is truly the one that haunts me the most.
For that experience that has literally changed me.
But yet I know that the sun rises everyday.
And therefore I should keep walking even if I keep falling.
Cause at the end, something good will turn out of it.
Hey stranger,
There is something about you that keeps me looking.
And that wall is slowly coming down.
That one night has kept me searching for more (:
But I won't rush things like I am running after a train.
This time I will take my time cause you are truly something.
At the start of the race,my white flag is raised up high.
The ghost of the past is truly the one that haunts me the most.
For that experience that has literally changed me.
But yet I know that the sun rises everyday.
And therefore I should keep walking even if I keep falling.
Cause at the end, something good will turn out of it.
Hey stranger,
There is something about you that keeps me looking.
And that wall is slowly coming down.
That one night has kept me searching for more (:
But I won't rush things like I am running after a train.
This time I will take my time cause you are truly something.
20 April 2010
A bad morning.
I started the day by waking up to the sunny morning, feeling like I haven't slept in 10 days.
Everything just went very wrong this morning. I was late for class and I had to walk to the bus stop.
But as the day progressed, everything got better especially after knowing the assignment that I worked my butt off scored a high distinction 90/100 (:
And dinner was good today. Char siew that melts in your mouth.
Then just now, he talked to me on msn and that definitely made my day better.
It was a such a bad morning but as the day progressed everything started getting better. Which reminds me that life can be like a bad morning sometimes going through all the hardship and everything seems impossible. But when you persevere and carry on, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel and things will definitely get better.
When you hit rock bottom, there is no other way but up (:
Night world.
Everything just went very wrong this morning. I was late for class and I had to walk to the bus stop.
But as the day progressed, everything got better especially after knowing the assignment that I worked my butt off scored a high distinction 90/100 (:
And dinner was good today. Char siew that melts in your mouth.
Then just now, he talked to me on msn and that definitely made my day better.
It was a such a bad morning but as the day progressed everything started getting better. Which reminds me that life can be like a bad morning sometimes going through all the hardship and everything seems impossible. But when you persevere and carry on, you will see the light at the end of the tunnel and things will definitely get better.
When you hit rock bottom, there is no other way but up (:
Night world.
15 April 2010
Economics.
Microeconomics test on tomorrow -.- 20 multiple choice question sounds very easy but I have learned it the hard way that in college or university, you don't want to have multiple choice questions. It's going to be so hard and confusing. So please keep me in your prayers. Thank you (:
Hello Malaysian,
How are all of you doing?
Please forgive me if I haven't chatted with you in a very long time.
I guess we are all pretty tied up with our workload.
But nevertheless I hope you are doing well back there.
P/s : Shopping is really awesome here. Hehe (:
Hello Malaysian,
How are all of you doing?
Please forgive me if I haven't chatted with you in a very long time.
I guess we are all pretty tied up with our workload.
But nevertheless I hope you are doing well back there.
P/s : Shopping is really awesome here. Hehe (:
05 April 2010
Back.
Hello hello. Finally back from V-Bay. I had so much fun.
But now I caught a flu.
So this update is to let you people know that,
Eventhough I feel like I am dying now but I am still very much alive.
Will update more things soon.
Until then, God bless and Bye bye (:
But now I caught a flu.
So this update is to let you people know that,
Eventhough I feel like I am dying now but I am still very much alive.
Will update more things soon.
Until then, God bless and Bye bye (:
01 April 2010
Easter holiday.
It is now 2.18 am. Today was my last day of uni before the Easter holiday but I didn't go to class. Ahaha. Because I was too lazy to travel down by train to attend one class. Ahaha. That is honestly the best part of being here. Freedom to actually do anything you desire and I don't have to explain anything to anyone. Ahaha. Well instead of going to class, I decided to Youtube. Then I got bored and decided to download the parental control thing to block porn. Why? Cause it was free and I don't want nonsense to be displayed on my laptop but somehow they block a lot of website like facebook and they keep requesting for the password. I got pretty annoyed that I had to type the password again and again to change the settings. Ahaha. My day went by just like that. How fun. Lol. Alright that is basically it for the day. So night night (: Take care and God bless.
31 March 2010
Ohmeegoodness.
Haha. Sorry I have been busy with my work so I didn't update my blog. It's almost Easter and here we get one week holiday! Yay. Finally (: We as in my brother, his friends and I are going on a roadtrip. Kita akan pergi ke Venus Bay. It's about one hour away from Melbourne. Looking forward to that trip and my baby will be coming along with me so don't worry, you will get to see pictures of it. What else to type about ar? Well uni is uni, busy with all the assignments but it's not that terrible. Hehe. It's almost April already. I am fitting in better everyday and I am almost at the point of totally unleashing who I am inside. Ahahah. I made myself sound like I got a hidden beast within me. Alright that is all for now. Take care and God bless (:
22 March 2010
MANU
Went to watch the match at the Bar today. When Torres scored the first goal, the whole place was screaming for joy and I knew I was against so many anti-fans. But I watched the match quietly while praying hard in my heart that we will end up winning the match. And sure enough, Rooney scored an equaliser after a few minutes and Park's header was just so awesome. It is 3.33 am here and I am still awake, can't sleep without sharing the joy of winning (: Ahahah. My brother and his friends were against Manu and I will never hear the end of it if we lost that game. Ahaha. It was fun being among the soccer crazy people. A new, good and fun experience (: Alright it's really time for me to sleep. God bless.
16 March 2010
Details
I am going to bore you girls with all the boring details that you requested for. And I will answer all your questions.
How am I?
I am good but of course occasionally I feel a bit under the weather. Other than that, everything else is good.
How's uni?
Uni is alright. I mean you know me, I never liked studying. Currently abit stress with all the assignments and test coming up.
How are my unimates?
They are very nice and I am fitting in. Some guy from Mauritius is so darn rude and irritating. The Indonesian girls are pretty much like you girls. Oh yes, I am very blessed.
How is it like living with my brother ?
Let's just say that there are the good and the not so good moments and there's the cursing each other to death moments. So go figure.
How's the housemate?
It's alright. Ups and down, that's all I will say.
It's fun living with them cause a day will never go by without hearing their laughter. Basically just normal guys living together and enjoying each other's company.
Am I cooking, doing any chores?
Yes and yes. I have been cleaning the floor, washing the dishes, laundry, washing the toilet and also cooking. Oh yes, I am like undergoing training to become an ideal housewife =.=
What sort of events have I been attending?
All the tagged pictures on facebook are actually from all the Overseas Christian Fellowhip (OCF) welcome night and also a lot of housewarming.
Are there a lot of hot guys here?
Too many lor. Really the ang mo's are just born to be gorgeous. So many of them, I am getting sick of it. The asian guys also not bad but nah.
How's my love life?
Nobody has captivated my heart just yet. So I am still single and loving it.
How's my walk with God?
Getting stronger and I am relying much more on His grace to help me through my days. But he has been really wonderful to me (:
What about my homesickness?
It's not that bad but I try my best not to think about it. So yes I still miss HOME but I am dealing with it.
There you go and I hope I answered all your questions and if you do have any more questions, just let me know and I will answer it in the next post. Until then take care and God bless (:
How am I?
I am good but of course occasionally I feel a bit under the weather. Other than that, everything else is good.
How's uni?
Uni is alright. I mean you know me, I never liked studying. Currently abit stress with all the assignments and test coming up.
How are my unimates?
They are very nice and I am fitting in. Some guy from Mauritius is so darn rude and irritating. The Indonesian girls are pretty much like you girls. Oh yes, I am very blessed.
How is it like living with my brother ?
Let's just say that there are the good and the not so good moments and there's the cursing each other to death moments. So go figure.
How's the housemate?
It's alright. Ups and down, that's all I will say.
It's fun living with them cause a day will never go by without hearing their laughter. Basically just normal guys living together and enjoying each other's company.
Am I cooking, doing any chores?
Yes and yes. I have been cleaning the floor, washing the dishes, laundry, washing the toilet and also cooking. Oh yes, I am like undergoing training to become an ideal housewife =.=
What sort of events have I been attending?
All the tagged pictures on facebook are actually from all the Overseas Christian Fellowhip (OCF) welcome night and also a lot of housewarming.
Are there a lot of hot guys here?
Too many lor. Really the ang mo's are just born to be gorgeous. So many of them, I am getting sick of it. The asian guys also not bad but nah.
How's my love life?
Nobody has captivated my heart just yet. So I am still single and loving it.
How's my walk with God?
Getting stronger and I am relying much more on His grace to help me through my days. But he has been really wonderful to me (:
What about my homesickness?
It's not that bad but I try my best not to think about it. So yes I still miss HOME but I am dealing with it.
There you go and I hope I answered all your questions and if you do have any more questions, just let me know and I will answer it in the next post. Until then take care and God bless (:
14 March 2010
Assignments are a pain.
As long as I don't finish my assignments, I can't update my blog.
And as long as I don't finish up my work, this blog shall not be updated.
I am almost there (:
Stupid assignments. Gahhh.
Time to get back to it now.
Bye and I will try my best to stop slacking around.
And as long as I don't finish up my work, this blog shall not be updated.
I am almost there (:
Stupid assignments. Gahhh.
Time to get back to it now.
Bye and I will try my best to stop slacking around.
08 March 2010
Woootssss (:
I am currently rushing off so I will just do a short update. Lol. Well the wheather here has been a bit whacky and weird. And for the first time in my whole entire life, I finally saw a hailstorm. Lol. I took a video of it for all you back in Malaysia cause I am pretty sure you people have not seen it hail in KL before. Ahaha.
Oh btw, my hair is growing. Ahaha. I had nothing to do after church so I decided to take vain pictures of myself and upload everything here. I know you will enjoy it alot. AHAHAHA. So enjoyyy!
Awesomely vain sundayy!
02 March 2010
Ello.
Home
Everything's in place already and the new house is almost fully furnished. My room is all set as all my things are place at their rightful spot. I or rather we adopted a pig from the streets. It's is very cutee (: Will upload a picture of it soon.
Uni
Uni is alright. Got assignments to do already but it is not as bad as Ausmat. Things are getting better and more settled as we all get more familiar with each other. Spending time laughing and oh i found new gossiping partners. Lol.
Life
So far I haven't fallen in love yet. There's this vietnamese guy who is good looking. Ahahah. But somehow this year my heart is not ready to fall in love again just yet. Its like I am tired of guys and I just want to take a long break. For I am wiser and more patient now. Not going to rush anything or think too much. Just go with whatever "flow" there is in life.
Current thoughts
It's not going to be easy living with another human. I guess things won't be all nice and easy cause we are all humans. Sooner or later we will eventually get on each other's nerves. Learning how to live with another individual will also make me more patient and tolerent.
Life is short so don't hang on to something that will only lead you to a dead end. Move forward for God has installed greater things and plans for all our lives.
I have to be myself for I uniquely made and I love me for Me and God loves me for Me. Screw what the rest of the world would think. I give up trying hard to satisfy people cause I am not a people pleaser to begin with. Like I always say like it or not I don't give a damn.
P/s : I know I can be slow at times or say stupid things but that doesn't give you the right to tornment me. You are just another challenge in life that I will live through.
Everything's in place already and the new house is almost fully furnished. My room is all set as all my things are place at their rightful spot. I or rather we adopted a pig from the streets. It's is very cutee (: Will upload a picture of it soon.
Uni
Uni is alright. Got assignments to do already but it is not as bad as Ausmat. Things are getting better and more settled as we all get more familiar with each other. Spending time laughing and oh i found new gossiping partners. Lol.
Life
So far I haven't fallen in love yet. There's this vietnamese guy who is good looking. Ahahah. But somehow this year my heart is not ready to fall in love again just yet. Its like I am tired of guys and I just want to take a long break. For I am wiser and more patient now. Not going to rush anything or think too much. Just go with whatever "flow" there is in life.
Current thoughts
It's not going to be easy living with another human. I guess things won't be all nice and easy cause we are all humans. Sooner or later we will eventually get on each other's nerves. Learning how to live with another individual will also make me more patient and tolerent.
Life is short so don't hang on to something that will only lead you to a dead end. Move forward for God has installed greater things and plans for all our lives.
I have to be myself for I uniquely made and I love me for Me and God loves me for Me. Screw what the rest of the world would think. I give up trying hard to satisfy people cause I am not a people pleaser to begin with. Like I always say like it or not I don't give a damn.
P/s : I know I can be slow at times or say stupid things but that doesn't give you the right to tornment me. You are just another challenge in life that I will live through.
25 February 2010
Regular Updates.
Hello peeps!
Sorry for not updating for days. I have been busy and we busted our internet limit so the internet has been very slow and I couldn't update this blog. Anyway, I don't think I will be able to update for another few more days cause we are currently moving.
In the new house, we have no electricity, no gas and no internet. But we will be connecting it soon.
Well, so far most of our things are in the new house already and soon enough I will show you pictures of my new house.
It's getting colder everyday. But it's awesome to be able to walk around for hours and not sweat.
The sky is so clear here and I can see the stars shine so brightly at night (: Such an awesome sight.
P/s : Don't worry about me cause I am alright here. I know I went through a lot of emotional breakdown last year but this year, I am emotionally and mentally stable. Looking things in a positive way now. So yup I am surviving, actually living and enjoying myself here (:
That's all from me now. Goodnight world.
Sorry for not updating for days. I have been busy and we busted our internet limit so the internet has been very slow and I couldn't update this blog. Anyway, I don't think I will be able to update for another few more days cause we are currently moving.
In the new house, we have no electricity, no gas and no internet. But we will be connecting it soon.
Well, so far most of our things are in the new house already and soon enough I will show you pictures of my new house.
It's getting colder everyday. But it's awesome to be able to walk around for hours and not sweat.
The sky is so clear here and I can see the stars shine so brightly at night (: Such an awesome sight.
P/s : Don't worry about me cause I am alright here. I know I went through a lot of emotional breakdown last year but this year, I am emotionally and mentally stable. Looking things in a positive way now. So yup I am surviving, actually living and enjoying myself here (:
That's all from me now. Goodnight world.
13 February 2010
CNY eve
It's time to update the way I should be updating. Have been updating without going through what I typed and always doing it while I am half asleep. Too impulsive at times and once again, it's time to change.
Attended a reunion dinner tonight. Actually crashed another family's reunion dinner.
Now I really appreciate reunion dinners with the family even more. It is not about the food or anything else. It's about spending time with your family without feeling restricted or even shy.
Everybody was so comfortable with each other except for me and my brother. I stucked to him the whole night cause he was the only one I could actually be myself with.
The whole night can be described in one word, AWKWARDDDD!
This is the first "reunion" dinner away from home and it is by far the worse reunion dinner ever.
Appreciate the effort made to make us feel like we belong there.
But the fact is we don't.
It's true what they say, a host has to have the grace to host other people. I see it now that I have experienced the ever so cold shoulder welcome.
Ironic how you can feel grateful and ungrateful at the same time.
Now I realise how much I miss my chaotic and ever so imperfect family which is pretty much perfect actually.
There you have it, my first CNY eve away from home.
Attended a reunion dinner tonight. Actually crashed another family's reunion dinner.
Now I really appreciate reunion dinners with the family even more. It is not about the food or anything else. It's about spending time with your family without feeling restricted or even shy.
Everybody was so comfortable with each other except for me and my brother. I stucked to him the whole night cause he was the only one I could actually be myself with.
The whole night can be described in one word, AWKWARDDDD!
This is the first "reunion" dinner away from home and it is by far the worse reunion dinner ever.
Appreciate the effort made to make us feel like we belong there.
But the fact is we don't.
It's true what they say, a host has to have the grace to host other people. I see it now that I have experienced the ever so cold shoulder welcome.
Ironic how you can feel grateful and ungrateful at the same time.
Now I realise how much I miss my chaotic and ever so imperfect family which is pretty much perfect actually.
There you have it, my first CNY eve away from home.