Today.

As I was stalking on facebook, I realised that we are all growing up. I know that is suppose to happen but I mean we are all growing up. Some of our fellow schoolmates look so different and almost unrecognizable, all headed in a different direction.

I am once again procrastinating. Facebooking while I am studying for my finals next week. Keep me in your prayers please and thank you (:

My parents came for 2 weeks and now they went back already. Need to readjust myself again. For the last two weeks the house has been noisy but noisy in a good way if you get what I mean. And now it is quiet again. Almost a little too quiet.

Hello girls,
I wonder how are all of you doing?
I am sure you are busy with all your assignments and exams.
Hope that all of you are still so close to each other.
Miss you and love you lots.

Time to head back to my books.
Hope I will update soon (:
Xoxo.

Peeling nose.

The long break from all the crap seems to be working quite well.
But I am sick again for the second time this year.
All the assignments piled up and I tend to spend more time staring blankly at the laptop than to actually do my assignment.
I need a break and I need to breathe normally again.
My nose is peeling and its hurting coz I have been blowing my nose too often.


I don't know what to say and I don't know what to think of it.
I just can say let it be for it doesn't matter what others may say.
None of us can die because of what someone else say.
And everybody is given a mind, mouth and hands to type, think and say whatever they want to say.
So who cares?
Live life happily, freely, forgivingly and don't take everything so personally (:

Nights! xoxo

Metal piece.

My heart is like a metal piece that gets drawn to a magnet.
Right now, I hope that the magnet will turn up at my door.
Cause the other magnet seems to have a stronger magnetic force.

I find it harder to hold back.
I need to see you to feel alright again.
It's not that I have fallen in love with you.
But I just need to you to keep me away from the other.

My family is here with me for two weeks.
And that is all I shall blog about.
Nite humans.

A long break.

My heart is getting confused.

Leaning towards a direction that I don't think I should. There are so many things going through my head and stuff or human that I shouldn't even think about. Maybe it's because I didn't sleep enough yesterday or maybe this is just a temporary insanity that visits me ever so often nowadays.

Maybe I am just tired and I want to rest. Maybe it's because I feel like I no longer have the guts to hang on to my feelings. Maybe its because I haven't seen him in about a week plus now.

Eyh you.
I am kinda interested in you.
But you are just so blur.
And I still need time to tear down these walls.
Therefore, I am taking a long break from you.

Cause every time I check out your Wall, the first thing I look at is your status.
And then all the comments trying to figure out what is your type.
I will end up closing the page defeated and I find it myself very pathetic.
All the confidence I had, blown away with the wind.

Its like a shattered mirror,
No matter how much time or glue you use,
It will never reflect perfectly again.

Facebook!

The master of all website to get information that you need.
I know, I admit it, I am a stalker.
BUT only a certain people and I don't do it often okay.

Anyway, I saw some photos of him in another friends page and he was playing some game.
Holding on to another girls hand.
I wonder what game was that?

I want to know cause I also want to play that game with him :)
Ahahahah. Just joking ^.^
I feel like punching that girl.
Ahahah. Just joking also ^.^
And maybe kick her.
Ahahaha. I am soo full of jokes today.

And No la, I am not jealous!
Not jealous at all!
Come on, I am better than that!
Still not jealous.
Okayyyy....fine, MAYBE just a little.

Cruel thoughts creeping into my head. Hehe.
I better get going, it's safer that way.
Byeee!