Yellow (:

Dunno what to update my blog about. Somehow nothing is going through my brain that I am interested in typing about but I will say this.

You just don't matter anymore.
And I am proud to say it out loud and clear.
Boy, you can rot wherever you are coz I won't give a damn anymore (:
Have a nice life.

p/s : Sorry for taking so long girls, to finally realise that I have been a fool all this while for ever giving my heart to someone who crushes it over and over again. But I am done this time, I promise (:

Thoughts.

Dear friend,

I just can't give you all the attention you need.

Please remove all the insecurity you have in your heart.

Stop unleashing your anger one me.

Stop driving me up the wall!

Dear second friend,
Stop pretending to be a nice girl and satisfy the whole entire world.

You are being so darn fake and I can't take it anymore.

I am starting to see a whole new side of you that is so mind blastingly scary.

You live to satisfy God and nobody else.

Dear third friend,

I don't even know if our friendship is real anymore.

You pretend like you care but I got a feeling that deep down you actually don't care.

Everything with you is just so fake and unreal.

I really hate the new you!

Dear fourth friend,

Thanks for the wonderful time spent together.
It was great that we have bonded so well throughout 2009.

It's amazing how we share the same taste in almost everything.

I am gonna miss you like crazy.

P/s : My fourth friend, remember 4 and a snooker ball. Oh yes its you I am talking about (:

For the rest continue guessing.

Countdown

As you can see, there's a countdown timer on your right. It's moving as I type. Can somebody stop the clock, please? Guess not. Oh I started packing today because slow and steady packing will make sure you bring all the things you need? Highly doubt so. I feel like shrinking my whole house and bring it along. Got so many things to do and I am running out of time. Want to go out and spend quality time with my loved ones but I can only do it with one bunch in a day. I wish I could split myself into a few ai-li's then I can maximize my time spent with the girls, my parents, my cousins, and my other friends. This week and next week is starting to fill up with all the to do things and appointments. And before we realise it , it will be time for me to go. Man, I am dreading this. It feels as if I am dreaming. When will I wake up then to find that I got another 5 more years before I leave? Why do humans grow older instead of growing younger? Wouldn't that be nicer? I am starting to crap a lot of nonsensical things. Please do forgive me for my temporary insanity. Goodbye until I become sane again or wake up from this crazy dream of mine. Xoxo.

I am okay, I will be okay, Everything is just so normal.

Open blog.

I have decided that I will open up my blog. Not much secrets anyways. Lol. So yup start linking me to your blog if you want to (: So I went to studylink to accept my university offer today. Got everything done with all the payments. Yup it's all in and the time to go is just around the corner. I won't be able to celebrate Chinese New Year here. Wish I could but I have to be there by the 1st of Feb now and that means I have to leave latest by the 30th of January. Bummer. I thought I would be able to leave later because my classes start on the 1st of March but they said it could have been an error made by Rmit. How amazing. I should sue the uni for giving me false hope. It's going to be busy once I get there cause we will have to hunt for an apartment and buy furnitures. So please do keep me in your prayers that we will find a good apartment to live in. Ahahaha. Alright. Will update again soon. xoxo

Twenty ten (:

Hey everybody.First of all Happy New Year and heres an update about everything. Well I got my RMIT offer today and for sure now I can say that I am leaving to Melbourne in February. Its going to be tough but God is always there and I will eventually get use to it. Leaving home will not be an easy thing to do but I guess it is something we all will eventually do. Lets not ruin the new year. This years new year , I celebrated with my wacky family and also nicky. Watched the fireworks from the Melawati hill and it was awesome. And today my parents and I went down to Johor to do somethings and then we went to Malacca to eat. We ate the chicken rice balls ( sounds so wrong) ahahah. Just in case you were wondering, it was my first time being in Malacca. Felt like a tourist cause I was so fascinated by everything from the buildings to the trishaws. It was fun until we got lost finding our way back to the highway. We ended up going round and round Malacca because of all the stupid road signs. Alright, I will update again soon. Until then take care (: