Countdown

As you can see, there's a countdown timer on your right. It's moving as I type. Can somebody stop the clock, please? Guess not. Oh I started packing today because slow and steady packing will make sure you bring all the things you need? Highly doubt so. I feel like shrinking my whole house and bring it along. Got so many things to do and I am running out of time. Want to go out and spend quality time with my loved ones but I can only do it with one bunch in a day. I wish I could split myself into a few ai-li's then I can maximize my time spent with the girls, my parents, my cousins, and my other friends. This week and next week is starting to fill up with all the to do things and appointments. And before we realise it , it will be time for me to go. Man, I am dreading this. It feels as if I am dreaming. When will I wake up then to find that I got another 5 more years before I leave? Why do humans grow older instead of growing younger? Wouldn't that be nicer? I am starting to crap a lot of nonsensical things. Please do forgive me for my temporary insanity. Goodbye until I become sane again or wake up from this crazy dream of mine. Xoxo.

I am okay, I will be okay, Everything is just so normal.