College!

Well college has started already and the first day wasn't so bad. Anyways sorry for not updating me bloggie. First of all, the July batch has no hot guys at all. How sad. We were expecting a few international students but instead we are stuck with a bunch of nerdy guys. Such disappointment but Thank God I still got 10000 Bc to stare at. Hehe. My timetable really sucks and I have got to do Malaysian studies. Thankfully I got another lecturer instead of the Datin who is our "head of education" but to me I think she is the head of pain. Ahahah :D I have been complaining and complaining about my college but what the heck another 4 more months isn't exactly very long. This is the ticket to what I want to go into so yea, it's finally in my head that I must finish this course and do my best. My mom is quite clingy to me nowadays and we are spending more time together. I guess she realised that it's not a very long time more till I head to Melbourne. And I realised that time is really flying and I must spend more times with my parents. Not forgetting the girls tooooooo. Alyssa Lee is leaving us already. Time really flies and we are all in college or going to college already. We are all growing up. But I am quite sure that our friendship will also grow together. Have a pleasant evening!

Ohmeegoodness!

I am sure everybody has their own embarrassing moment. Oh yeaa...although we don't really want to remember those moments but somehow we can't get it off our mind. Even after 10 years, we will still remember every little detail of that embarrassing moment. Ahaha. Well let me share a few here. There was once I was talking on the phone with somebody and I actually fell asleep. I practically blanked out for about 10 minutes. Then he was like "Hello ai-li are you still there??!!!" and I woke up realising what just happened, desperately trying to save my ass from embarrassment I gave him the lamest excuse that I was actually thinking about something. It was the stupidest excuse ever but yet he believed me. That proves that guys are actually stupid. Lol. Another embarrassing moment that I remember happened when I was in primary school. One morning I was walking to class as usual and while I was walking my shoe lace came off. Being a normal kid, I bent down to tie my shoe lace but when I bent down I sneezed and I accidentally farted. AHAHAHA. After that I turned around hoping that nobody was behind me and guess what, there was a whole line of people behind me. I was so embarrassed that I just walked away and prayed that nobody heard me fart. Lawl. One time in church I was messing around with a friend and we were like pushing each other. He was sitting on the chair, I was standing up and our palms were against each others pushing as hard as possible. Suddenly my hand slipped and guess what. Boom! His palms and I mean PALMS were on my boobss!! Oh my goodness and he was 20 back then while I was 12 and I am quite sure he still remembers that incident. After that day I started wearing more padded bras and I never played that game anymore. Ahaha. Ok last but not the least just happened a few minutes ago. I was on facebook yesterday, I saw someone's status and I clicked on the liked it. So then she posted a thank you note with the word bibi at the end. Being a blur person in the middle of the night, it didn't hit me that she probably meant someone else so I commented oh no problem and etc etc. Then today I realised that she was talking to another girl and a few more person commented on her status. Well yea I made a fool out of myself again. Haha. I don't think I will ever stop embarrassing myself because this is me, truly me. And I guess I will just have to live with it and try my best to put it aside. If not, I will never facebook, go to church or even step out the house anymore. Anyways, I know I am going to regret posting this but who cares. Have a wonderful day peeps (=

Lost interest.

Recently my college friends has been planning outings but somehow I lost interest in joining them. Honestly I wonder why myself but I can't help it. Somehow they are still different. More Chinese educated and I am not saying that it's bad but they just don't think the way I do. Our thinking and perspective on things are so different. Their taste in things like clothes and accessories aren't similar and it ain't fun shopping with them. This is because nothing beats shopping with the girls cause we often agree on things. I fit in with them but sometimes I just miss those times where we don't have to try to fit in with each other. With the girls we just gel in and we don't even have to try. With this new bunch of college friends it is just so not right. People look at us differently like we are a bunch of nuts and all we do is destroy things. Which I understand perfectly why people look at us that way. It is because the way they act and do things that are just so embarrassing at times. Believe me. It's really really embarrassing. The more I mix with them the more I feel as if I don't fit it. They are all 18 but yet they behave like 7 year old's and their parents are constantly acting as if they are still babies. Oh my goodness. For goodness sake let your children grow up~! I give up. Now I realise that my college friends are just temporary friends that I will mix for the sake of mixing and at the end of the year we will all just move on with our lives. So whatever. I don't care anymore. Good night! P/s Girls thank you for being mature people!

Loving someone.

This is one thing I don't understand. People nowadays are allowed to marry whoever they want or rather love. At least most of us has that freedom. We get to choose who we want to marry but yet more and more people are getting divorce. Why is this happening? Isn't it a bit ironic to hear how much someone say they love their husband or wife but ends up getting divorce. Promise to love them forever and say other things like they will never leave each others side until the day that they die. But when something bad happens, all they do is point fingers at each other. Somehow anger steps in and overcomes the feeling of love. Then fighting occurs and they end up fighting so much that there comes a point where neither of them gives a damn anymore. But I often wonder what happened to the love they had for each other? Does love disappear that easily? What happened to forever?Well some of our family friends are going through some marital problems and they seem like they are together just for the sake of their kids. Honestly I feel like screaming at them and maybe that will wake them up. Firstly, they weren't forced to marry each other. They chose their life partner themselves. They fell in love but somehow after getting married they end up hating each other. Worse still, they don't even care about each other anymore. People often don't realise what they actually have until the day they loose it. Very often people say, I should have done this, I should have done that , I should have say said this, I should have said that but sadly these thoughts often comes after that person is no longer on this earth. Isn't it a little too late to regret or to express such thoughts. Does it really take death to make someone realise about how they feel? Is that the only time people find it suitable to forgive a person after they have left the earth? I don't understand. They are blessed enough to be able to marry someone they love. Some people aren't that blessed to have someone they love and some people loose their love ones to death. Why can't they see that they should appreciate every minute they have together. Instead of wasting it on fighting and hurting each other. Life is short and it is too short to waste it on those arguments. Love with all your heart and live life as if there is no tomorrow. This is a reminder to us that we should marry the one that we truly love and learn how to tolerate each others differences. And most of all make sure we never stop communicating with each other cause if communication stops, it means no turning back. Don't end up regretting at the end because it will be too late. That is all I have got to say so goodnight everbody.

Finally

After a few hours of bugging AL and uploading things here and there, I am finally done with my blog. As you can see that the fonts are bigger and easier to read (: Well thank you Alyssa Lee for showing and teaching me how to use all the new widgets. It is so much easier to add things to the blog now. Look on your right and you will be able to see photos of the girls, myself and our outings. Before I forget, we went to Neway last Saturday to celebrate our dear princess's birthday. At first it was really akward because that was actually my first time going to a karaoke. I was so shy and I didn't want to sing at all. AHAHA. Well that was pure bogus. It was really akward at first but as usual I warmed up pretty fast and I didn't want to let go of the mic for the rest the night. HAHA. Boy, I had fun screaming and yelling. And I realise that most of the time the lyrics I think I know and think it's correct turns out to be actually totally wrong. But what the heck, even the karaoke got some lyrics wrong. (= The manager almost kicked us out because of all the climbing we did in that room and the souvenir "we"*points fingers at AL* left probably tells us that we should go to redbox or somewhere else for the next couple of years. But one thing I can tell you, we really had fun and probably we should arrange the next outing to be in redbox. Ahaha. Ok finally updated about last Sat and therefore I am outta here. (=

Kotak Merah Sini Kami Datang (=