The crap.

Since I have no where else to complain about this or rather don't want to cause anymore havoc anywhere else anymore. Here it is. You know what, I like a guy who thinks I like another guy. Sigh...what shall I do about that? But yet sometimes I find it easier to like that guy that everybody thinks "I like." People who knows who I like ain't helping much by rubbing it in more in my face by doing somethings which totally send the wrong message to the guy I don't really like. Confusing huh? I know. It's frustrating how sometimes when you tell someone something and they get too involve in it can cause a lot of havoc! I was happy just now and now my mood is just ruined. I hate this. I really do. One problem after another. This is really getting out of hand. I am speechless at this moment. No idea how to solve this problems I am facing. I shall end this post with a famous saying "Whatever and anything. "

Frustration.

I find it rather funny how someone can live on with life even after they have destroyed another person's life. It's funny how someone can actually claim that they love someone and break up with them the next day. It's funny how people can promise to love that person forever and ends up hating them. Honestly things are so funny that I can't even laugh about it. I am confused about how I feel. I moved on with my life but yet I still dwell in the past. My past is still haunting me everyday and I can't help but compare the guy that I use to like and the guy that I like now. Something is stopping me from trusting my instinct and judgment about him a.k.a the new guy that I like. Another friend of mine likes him and I am worried that I will get hurt again. That is why I keep looking for his flaws to make sure that I don't fall for him deeply. Once upon a time, I opened my heart and trusted with all my heart but I ended up hurt. How can I be sure that this time, it will be different? Someone else already likes him and I am not sure whether I want to get involve in this. I can't hear myself speak anymore. My heart races every time he comes near and I can't control it. Stupid feelings why can't they just fade away? He is so annoying! Every time I get a picture of a beautiful moment, he destroys it by doing something really stupid. Fine I am gonna admit that I get Jealous every time he calls her and ask about her. I can't stop this crazy mind of mine from wondering about the possibilities that he likes her. I get jealous when he rubs another girls back. I get jealous coz I am an unreasonable girl! Right Nantanaa? Anyways I am glad you got started with your blog :) Gotta go talk to that bitch of mine. Tata.

Hello you :)

Tommorrow I will be getting my Spm results! Don't know what I am going to get but it's a little too late to regret ain't it? College is getting better everyday especially with my new bunch of friends who keeps me entertained throughout the day.Everything is moving at a faster pace already and I am at the point of the year where I can safely say I am enjoying most of the things I am doing. Oh ya..I found someone new :) Believe me he is nice, cute and fun to be around with. Blur at times but yet charming. Lawl. Not gonna mention his name, just incase anybody happens to google his name or mine and find this page like the last time. I am playing it safe and hopefully something turns out this time. I think it's kinda a one way and one way only kind of thing coz I think he likes a friend of mine. Doomed. Why is it that everytime I fall for someone, he will be taken away? Grr...don't know and don't care already. Whatever it is, just go with the flow. Lawl. I am going to be dead tommorrow so I shall enjoy the rest of my night. Tata.

2009

Today we officially leave 2008 behind and step into a brand new year. This is a good opportunity to start this blog all over again and try really hard to maintain it. During new year's eve, while people were busy partying, me, my bro and his friend Robin were busy stuffing boxes into the van. It is an unsual way to celebrate new year but it was fun and they had to shift that night. We welcomed the new year with a toast of laici. Lol. I know why laici and not champagne right? Well that was the only thing left in the fridge :) The way we welcomed the year 2009 wasn't that glamorous but yet satisfying. Oh well 2008 was a good year, stressful but yet exiciting and fun. It was the last year of school for me and I will be starting college on the 5th of Jan which is kinda of scary but I know it's gonna be fun. I will be leaving Melbourne soon and I am excited to go home but yet I know I will miss this place a lot. Let's celebrate the 2009 for it will be a great year for all of us. Alright I am heading out now. Will update soon :) HAPPY 2000 and 9 (=