Meaniee (:

Have been walking the streets of Melbourne these past few days. Never thought I would dream of ever saying this but there are so many and I mean too many good looking guys in this city. Lawl.


My brother told me that my taste in guys deteriorates as the years go by. I would love to argue that it's not true but looking at my past, I have to agree with him. Haha.


I guess I have always looked at the inner beauty and the outer beauty doesn't really matter. Beauty on the inside is far greater than the beauty on the outside.

But then again, I must say that looks does matter to a certain extent. It's better to go for someone whom you are proud to be seen with him or her. And not wanting to hide your partner each time you see a friend.

Looking back, I remember that I wanted to hide a certain individual, although I claimed I was falling head over heels for him. Ahaha. Old times. Funny how fast time flies.

P/s I thought what I saw was right but I was so so wrong. The thoughts of it, is already mortifying.

Shopping.

I finally went shopping today.
Bought 2 tops.
Cost me 30 aud.
Damn! I am not suppose to be shopping.

But noone is here to stop me.

Sssh, Don't tell my mom.

Heee(:

Shoping is the best medicine for everything.
Especially when you are feeling
Happy
Sad
Angry

Actually, no matter how you feel, shopping is the best.
P/s I am Not a shopaholic, I think (:

Changes.

I realise that maybe it's time for me to change my style of typing my updates. Ahaha. Perhaps make it more interesting?

Oh there is something I don't understand that I saw on facebook today. There is this girl who complained about her BM teacher and posted it up as her status. I mean it's fine to complain about things but to publicly humiliate her teacher and actually write her name on the status is so darn stupid. Twp reasons why I think so.


1. Teachers are actually on facebook. So wouldn't that cause more trouble.
2. Your "friends" may feel the need to sabotage you.

At least don't type out her name, you stupid bimbo. Haiz. What to do with these kind of people, don't use their brains before they post anything up.
Sorry maybe it's just me feeling this but I guess it's because the teacher that bimbotic girl is talking about was my Bm teacher and I like her. And she just recovered from cancer. So I taking her side and not that bimbo. Stupid how stupid.
Desperate for attention.
Sorry just a little on short tempered today.
Goodnight (:

New changes in life.

Truthfully, I was thinking about coming home after a year being here. I was telling myself "ai-li, you are gonna go home after a year so don't worry. Treating it as a long holiday away from home. It's depressing to realise that your parents aren't here and I know some of you wish that you could be miles away from your parents but it's not fun at all. At home, you get to go back after a long day and complaint all you want and somebody is there to listen. Here you have nobody. Nobody to nag you about doing things the right way. Whatever you do, you have to be responsible. Gahh...wished I realised this earlier, I wouldn't have taken up the offer to come here. But yet I know that I am a very blessed girl to have this opportunity. I thank God that my brother is here with me and he is making things much easier. I am slowly learning how to be alright with all these changes but my system is still rejecting things. I guess it's still the beginning. In time it will be alright. I know it will be. In the mean time, hang in there right? I know. It's cool. This is just a day that is not so fun.

p/s : I miss mom and dad.

The many whys.

Why are people so ignorant nowadays? Why are people trying to so hard to be noticed by others? Why do people constantly try to satisfy the world and not God? Why don't people learn how to respect others? Enough whys. So many things I feel like saying inside right now so I am going to try to type everything out. Just be patient with me and you will soon see the insights of my head. Anyway, younger people nowadays are getting so proud of themselves and think they rule the world but yet suffers from severe insecurities. I see people who are always jumping into relationships one after another but yet don't feel loved at all. It's always the beginning that is sweet before it gets bitter. Don't people realise that loves starts with loving yourself.Why are there so many extreme people in this world, they are either people who totally don't try at all or those people who try to hard. People are full of pretends, becomes your friend then stabs you in the back. People are forgetting how to behave in places they should behave.People nowadays don't even know how to respect the elder people. Being respectul is a very important thing. It's sad to see that as the world grows in the sense of technology and economy but the people are growing the opposite way. There I have said it. Goodnight then. Xoxo

P/s : Now I realise that my heart's desire is not what I really wanted at all. I see the true colours.