Thank you.

Firstly, thank you for such an awesome surprise. I was totally shocked and touched. Couldn't stop the tears from flowing. Love you people so much. It is getting tougher to leave because I don't want to leave such awesome people behind. Why don't they invent a shrinking machine? Cause then I will shrink all of you and bring you along. Gonna miss you all like crazy. And also thanks for all the awesome gifts. Loved it all. I feel so blessed. I am such a spoilt kid. Pampered and truly loved. Ahaha. Thank you for taking time off your weekend to celebrate my nineteenth birthday. Truly a wonderful birthday. From the bottom of my heart, Thank you for being there for me (:

Kuantan.

Last Saturday, I went to Kuantan with my family. Had fun spending quality time together although we kept getting lost and argued about almost everything but we certainly bonded. My brother and I started snapping pictures of each other but sadly all the pictures taken by him are not acceptable. At the end of the day, I am the better photographer. Go look at some more Kuantan pictures on Facebook.

The Kuantan Beach (:

And My brother's lala post.

Yellow (:

Dunno what to update my blog about. Somehow nothing is going through my brain that I am interested in typing about but I will say this.

You just don't matter anymore.
And I am proud to say it out loud and clear.
Boy, you can rot wherever you are coz I won't give a damn anymore (:
Have a nice life.

p/s : Sorry for taking so long girls, to finally realise that I have been a fool all this while for ever giving my heart to someone who crushes it over and over again. But I am done this time, I promise (:

Thoughts.

Dear friend,

I just can't give you all the attention you need.

Please remove all the insecurity you have in your heart.

Stop unleashing your anger one me.

Stop driving me up the wall!

Dear second friend,
Stop pretending to be a nice girl and satisfy the whole entire world.

You are being so darn fake and I can't take it anymore.

I am starting to see a whole new side of you that is so mind blastingly scary.

You live to satisfy God and nobody else.

Dear third friend,

I don't even know if our friendship is real anymore.

You pretend like you care but I got a feeling that deep down you actually don't care.

Everything with you is just so fake and unreal.

I really hate the new you!

Dear fourth friend,

Thanks for the wonderful time spent together.
It was great that we have bonded so well throughout 2009.

It's amazing how we share the same taste in almost everything.

I am gonna miss you like crazy.

P/s : My fourth friend, remember 4 and a snooker ball. Oh yes its you I am talking about (:

For the rest continue guessing.

Countdown

As you can see, there's a countdown timer on your right. It's moving as I type. Can somebody stop the clock, please? Guess not. Oh I started packing today because slow and steady packing will make sure you bring all the things you need? Highly doubt so. I feel like shrinking my whole house and bring it along. Got so many things to do and I am running out of time. Want to go out and spend quality time with my loved ones but I can only do it with one bunch in a day. I wish I could split myself into a few ai-li's then I can maximize my time spent with the girls, my parents, my cousins, and my other friends. This week and next week is starting to fill up with all the to do things and appointments. And before we realise it , it will be time for me to go. Man, I am dreading this. It feels as if I am dreaming. When will I wake up then to find that I got another 5 more years before I leave? Why do humans grow older instead of growing younger? Wouldn't that be nicer? I am starting to crap a lot of nonsensical things. Please do forgive me for my temporary insanity. Goodbye until I become sane again or wake up from this crazy dream of mine. Xoxo.

I am okay, I will be okay, Everything is just so normal.