New changes in life.

Truthfully, I was thinking about coming home after a year being here. I was telling myself "ai-li, you are gonna go home after a year so don't worry. Treating it as a long holiday away from home. It's depressing to realise that your parents aren't here and I know some of you wish that you could be miles away from your parents but it's not fun at all. At home, you get to go back after a long day and complaint all you want and somebody is there to listen. Here you have nobody. Nobody to nag you about doing things the right way. Whatever you do, you have to be responsible. Gahh...wished I realised this earlier, I wouldn't have taken up the offer to come here. But yet I know that I am a very blessed girl to have this opportunity. I thank God that my brother is here with me and he is making things much easier. I am slowly learning how to be alright with all these changes but my system is still rejecting things. I guess it's still the beginning. In time it will be alright. I know it will be. In the mean time, hang in there right? I know. It's cool. This is just a day that is not so fun.

p/s : I miss mom and dad.

The many whys.

Why are people so ignorant nowadays? Why are people trying to so hard to be noticed by others? Why do people constantly try to satisfy the world and not God? Why don't people learn how to respect others? Enough whys. So many things I feel like saying inside right now so I am going to try to type everything out. Just be patient with me and you will soon see the insights of my head. Anyway, younger people nowadays are getting so proud of themselves and think they rule the world but yet suffers from severe insecurities. I see people who are always jumping into relationships one after another but yet don't feel loved at all. It's always the beginning that is sweet before it gets bitter. Don't people realise that loves starts with loving yourself.Why are there so many extreme people in this world, they are either people who totally don't try at all or those people who try to hard. People are full of pretends, becomes your friend then stabs you in the back. People are forgetting how to behave in places they should behave.People nowadays don't even know how to respect the elder people. Being respectul is a very important thing. It's sad to see that as the world grows in the sense of technology and economy but the people are growing the opposite way. There I have said it. Goodnight then. Xoxo

P/s : Now I realise that my heart's desire is not what I really wanted at all. I see the true colours.

Hello there.

I am in Melbourne already. Went to uni to enroll my things. I got my timetable and I have three days of classes so it's kinda cool. Lol. Hopefully things will get better soon. I miss home. I miss mom and dad. I miss all of you very dearly. Well we will all see each other very soon. Time will fly by really fast. Trying to adjust to the time here. I have been having dinner at 4 pm KL time. Ahaha. Gonna start looking for a place to stay soon. Anyway here are some pictures of the Bangkok Airport (: Have a nice day everyboodddy. God bless.

The agony of packing.

I have been packing my bag for two weeks now. Lol. I thought I was all set to go but I would have been pantless, shoeless and also smelly in Melbourne cause I only packed all my t-shirts and blouses. At first I was so proud that my bag had a lot of space left after I "finished" packing but now it's too full. Anyway I found some awesome zip lock bag where you put your clothes inside and zip it up. After that, you roll it to remove all the air inside. It really works although my clothes look like some kind of vacuumed packed meat but I have more space in my luggage. I got some pictures of my packed bag and that vacuum thingy. Lol.

The Vacuum Bag for clothes.

Look a bit like the charcoaled fire pork aka Long yoke also known as daging salai in BM.

My luggage bag (:

Harder everyday.

Updating this blog is getting tougher by the day cause I have no idea what to write about. Stayed home the whole day today, looking at the four walls ain't exactly interesting enough for me to blog about it. Anyway I am getting addicted to this korean song that my mom asked me to search for her. It's a nice song (: Here's a link to the youtube video.

Enjoy (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EHWDA_UQN4